Current mood:

aggravated

My Fucking Mind Cherry Will Never Grow Back!!!
I guess things went ary just in time. I thought I was gonna go away forever and forget everyone and everything on Thursday, but all of Wendy's sweet little guilt trips made me change my mind. And just in time, because on thursday, my boss had a heart attack and got rushed to the hospital. Needless to say I wasn't gonna leave town if the owner of my resturant wasn't gonna be around.
So here comes the lately. Wendy and I are just friends. That was my entire intention since the day I met her. But that does not mean I support her being in a relationship with a guy who was shipped to Iraq 2 weeks after they started dating. And on top of that, he will come home when his 6 months are up, and then he has to go back in August. She barely knows him, she'll hardly see him, yet she waits as she goes on about how she can never handle a relationship in general since she had her son.
I've been hanging out with Wendy since September, and sure, she's a goddamn knock-out, but I had no problem being friends. But then I tell her about how I'm about to leave town. First it's fine, we chill, and I stayed over her house for the night. Then for the rest of the day, I kept dreaming and thinking about her. I go to her house that night, we write some songs and it hits me- I'm not gonna see her for a pretty fucking long time. I didn't tell her what was on my mind, I just asked her to drive me back to my car @ Denny's, so I could call it a night without any emotions what so ever.
BUT NOOOOOOOOOO! The entire car ride she starts telling me how much I mean to her and I just sit there thinking she's full of shit, 'cause a beautiful girl telling me this shit is like science fiction. So I caved and decided to buy her dinner at Denny's. The rest of the night, same thing. Even says quote "I'm making a bigger deal about you leaving than I did when Alan went to Iraq".
Next night, I have my lil going away karaoke night at The Compound, and we spend the rest of the night talking about how we feel about eachother and the next day, I DON'T LEAVE!!!
Man, did I look like a jackass showing up at karaoke last night. But in a nutshell, Wendy is doing what all women do best. And I'll tell ya, I'm starting to think my brain is knocked up from being mindfucked so hard!!!